grrr.

you little jerk...

elevator love letter

Don't go, say you'll stay

Spend a lazy Sunday in my arms

I won't take anything away

1000 words

this makes me laugh...

for many different reasons.

hurry hard

is it selfish of me to wish my friend would get back together with her ex-boyfriend?

because of them being together, i got to hang out at the local curling rink bar, underage, due to the fact that the ex is the bartender.

unfortunately, in Vernon, this is an exciting opportunity.

wondering where all the people are after 9 p.m. in Vernon? they're at the curling rinks and bowling alleys.

some kind of wonderful

Because I'm driving you crazy, and you're driving me crazy, and I'd rather not see you and have you think good things about me than have you see me and hate me. 'Cause I can't afford to have you hate me, Keith. The only things I care about in this goddamn life are me, and my drums, and you.

semi-charmed kind of life

I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling
An earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be alright
Alright

a softer world 3.22

relationships are about compromise.

let's just agree to disagree

with all the stupid shit you keep saying.

ellie goulding

the writer

i try out a smile

and i aim it at you

you must have missed it

you always do

but i've got a plan

why don't you be the artist

and make me out of clay?

why don't you be the writer

decide the words i say?

'cause i'd rather pretend

i'll still be there at the end

only, it's too hard to ask

won't you try and help me?

- "The Writer"

Ellie Goulding ♥

champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends

confession: sometimes, i like to listen to From Under the Cork Tree.

i still know all the words.

it makes me feel 14 again.

glitter in the air - pink

have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?

close your eyes and trust it, just trust it

have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?

have you ever looked fear in the face and said, "i just don't care" ?

it's only half past the point of no return

the tip of the ice berg

the sun before the burn

the thunder before the lightning

and the breath before the phrase

have you ever felt this way?

have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?

your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone

have you ever been touched so gently, you had to cry?

have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

it's only half past the point of oblivion

the hourglass on the table

the walk before the run

the breath before the kiss

and the fear before the flames

have you ever felt this way?

there you are, sitting in the garden

clutching my coffee, calling me 'sugar'

you called me 'sugar'

have you ever wished for an endless night?

lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight

have you ever held your breath

and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?

good morning

so it's not even noon, and it's already been the best day i've had in awhile =)

• got paid for my housesitting job, so now i can start paying off the debt i have with my parents
• got a job interview at Predator Ridge, which means that if i get the job, i can start saving for Sasquatch, and one of my life goals will become accomplished (attend a major music festival)
• finally met Graeme's girlfriend. and she is ADORABLE.
• this is a great month for magazines. Amanda Seyfried is on the cover of Glamour, Lady Gaga is on the cover of Cosmopolitan, and Gwen Stefani is on the cover of In Style. ahhh =)
• i randomly found a 5$ bill, so i bought a Starbucks. Starbucks is always a good thing.
• "unrequited love is a waste of time; just walk it off." - a softer world

every day i see my dream

season 4, episode 7

freddie: the night before you broke up with me, you told me you loved me.

effy: i know.

freddie: so look me in the eye, and tell me that you don't love me now.

she looks him in the eye. he kisses her. she pushes him away.

effy: don't do that! i went crazy when i was with you! i can't let that happen again. love's not supposed to do that; you made me go mad!

freddie: you're making me mad, now, effy. and that's exactly what love's supposed to do.

number one - the films

she's an artist with her make-up

blood for lips, and smoke for eyes

like a chemical equation, using symmetry and lines

i make concessions for your attitude

but can't deal with your disguise

my, oh my

cats are squealing in the alley

while she finishes her face

and her fingertips are matchsticks

carefully wrapped in gloves of lace

he must be something really special

he must have expensive taste

oh, what a waste

well, you're nothing like you used to be

you're as cold as they can come

and no one's gonna love you

number one

well i heard you're making movies

and i also heard what kind

saw your picture on a flier

at the local five and dime

you need someone's arms around you

but they never will be mine

no, no, no, no, no, no

well you're nothing like you used to be

got a stare that could freeze the sun

and no one's gonna love you

number one

yeah, you're nothing like you used to be

but i hope you're having fun

'cause no one's gonna love you

number one

ramblings

• sooo tired. SO TIRED. SoOoOoOoOoO tiiiiiiiiiiiiired...
• as i was getting myself a bowl of Honey Comb cereal, i was thinking about how much i love it, and i should really eat it more. then i thought of the cereal i usually eat, Honey Nut Cheerios. like, every morning since i was, oh i dunno... 10? and i noticed that both cereals are honey flavoured, with bees and honey combs on the boxes. huh. weird. do i have a... fetish?
• it's funny seeing someone that's in your class in a totally different environment. for example, instead of at my crack of dawn english class, i saw a fellow classmate at a house party, playing beer pong, smoking grape-flavoured cigarillos and drunkenly insisting that i join him in the hot tub ("what?! you're leaving?! you can't leave NOOOW!). hey, now we're friends!
• Debbie Harry designed a line of Converse. I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT.
• SASQUATCH MUSIC FESTIVAL. please please please.
• i'm actually excited for new Katy Perry music. and i still want an invite to her and Russell Brand's wedding. i'm working on it...
• it's so sunny and beautiful. makes me wish i had a really good camera. i can hear summer quietly calling my name.
• um, would someone hire me? HELLO? thanks, that would be SUPER.

Precious ♥

marina & the diamonds

We’ve got obsessions
I want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when I am holding you